My Apologies for the Absence

TRULY I have reached a place in this lifetime where I do not know what to say. Perhaps it is a case where I have reached the end of language, going beyond the point where words can express what it is that I feel. Perhaps it is a case where I have reached the point of pointlessness, a place where there is nothing that I can say, nor is there anything that anyone can say to me, which will affect me in any sort of desired way. Perhaps it is a case where all you have left is silence, knowing that nothing you can say nor do will make a fucking bit of difference. I do not know. All of it is plausible, yet none of it seems to matter.